(^-^)v

i've watched boyfriend boarding the bus to pasir ris.
i'm embarrased by the tears rolling down my super 'tembam' cheecks.
i'm not sure if anyone saw it. hell, it was only leaving me for 2 and a half days.
yes, he's booking out on friday.
and worst i'm carrying my 2 years old niece who is sleeping on my shoulders.
she was heavy. very.
i love her.

she just won't let me be alone.
asking for hugs and not letting it go.
she just turned 2 in 25th June for god's sake.
she's super intelligent i could say.
she could already sing ABCs in FULL.
yes, i don't lie.

i love you, boyfriend <3

dad was singing: "she loves you, yeah! yeah! yeah!"
the lenovo ideapad S10 is playing the beatles on the desk.
my dad was singing to the tunes.

boyfriend booking in tomorrow.
i feel like "sudiana in the sky with diamonds" with him by my side.
we were hanging out at my dad's work place while helping my sister do the work.
well we did the least.
we went out to the next building to catch some strawberry ice kachang from the coffeeshop and also some cinnamon melts from McDonalds.
you guys should try out the cinnamon melts.
it is superb. eat it straight after you bought it.
it melts in your mouth.
ugh.
i wanna eat them again.
and boyfriend and i wanted to watch transformers again but i told him we should catch other movies next time.
i WOULD spend my money again on watching transformers but nah, there's loads of fantastic movies coming out too.
i'm looking forward to eating gelare's waffles and ice-cream and auntie anne's parmesan pretzel with the cheese dip. YUM!

i love you, boyfriend <3

Friday:

i was shocked.
shocked to the fact that boyfriend is standing infront of my door with his uniform on a friday

i was suppose to be suprising him with something on sunday but he was already back so, yeah.
i was overjoyed. i can't stop smiling at him.
he was like "are you okay?".
._. how would i be okay if a person suprised you like that.
he had a 3 days MC from his camp but he will be back in camp on tuesday ^______^
woooo. i was overexcited.
he went back to change his clothes and meet me again straightaway.
he got so much to tell me and i cant remember what he says.
but well, i only remembered that he told me he hugged his mom when he got home.
and when he told his mom that he misses her, she kissed her on one side of his cheeks and that's when he realised he has tears rolling down.
we went out walking around my house area and in no time, we ended ourselves at SAFRA Yishun and i got myself my one and only 7-11 favourite food, CHICKEEEEN CABONARA.

those who havent tried it yet, please, i begged you, go and try it.
it is super delicious. and i had made it myself before too.
it's more delicious.
*wink wink*

it was already 2225 hours we walked back home.
and there's a voice saying "i'm bored. i don't want to go home. let's do something fun."
i thought for awhile thinking there's nothing you can do at night which is fun.
it was friday and i didnt even thought we could get seats for the midnight movie.
fyi, watching a GREAT movie is fun.
that's when we got ourselves 2 tickets to Transformers, Revenge of The Fallen.

catch it you guys.
it was so stupid if you would buy a pirated DVD or VCD or even watching it online.
the sound at the movies is so SUPERB!
well, the show is estimatedly around 2 hours and 30 minutes.
seriously, GO WATCH IT LAH YOU LOVELEHS OUT THERE!

Saturday:

After watching the movies, we didn't get home straight yet the watch shows 0330 hours.
we hang out, which i didn't know what we did when the clock shows 0945 hours.
yeah, 6 hours of hanging out watching the sunrise and the skies really makes the time flies by.
i slept and woke up at 1800hours and went out again with boyfriend at 2030 hours.
now, where i'm writing this, at SAFRA Yishun, where i'm supposed to be hanging out with him, he's asleep. right infront of me. like a baby. cos, he haven't slept the whole day. sigh.

(^_^)v
i love you, baby <3

and oh my, this picture below. my face looks like retarded. -_______-

._. slept at 7.30am and woke up at 9.26am.
count for me please.
how long did i sleep?
and i can't wait for sunday.
i get to meet boyfriend!
yeay!

i got something for you boyfriend.
well, he can only watch it when he's out. ._.

just hang in there bby!
2 years is nothing.
we can tahan our relationship for almost 2 years.
what about another 2?
*winkwink*
yada-yada-yada.

and awww, no more michael jackson.
i got the news in early morning.
so... R.I.P king of pop!
people will always remember you.

and i miss you, boyfriend.
surprises coming up!

thursday feels just like a weekend
its nothing to do with the things we persue
these lives are born and watching
spices and exciting
so rarely speaking
ive come to considering
talking of this on a better day

im sick since yesterday and i cant deny that im afraid.
afraid of the disease that everyone is talking about.
H1N1.
i can see that people are not afraid. seriously, i am.
my sister's boyfriend have not been at work for 1 week bcos of that case that there has been a person who has that disease at butter factory.
yes, he work at butter factory and it has been shut down.
his friend was down with that disease. and im afraid he has it too and maybe spread to me.
that was why i am afraid.

i better go for a checkup but i dont think it is necessary.
ill wait for a few days and see how i've been.

i've talked to boyfriend on the phone and to know that he is not feeling well too.
tekong is down with so many sick people, and one has been down with the H1N1.
another one has been down with a flu and gets to go home.
that's what i told boyfriend.
can't he go home as he is not feeling well?
sigh, i really want him out of that place.

i was in bed for long.
i woke up at 6.30pm.
since yesterday night, around 10pm.
its almost going to be 24 hours of sleep.
i can't help it.
i was so weak. my head is so heavy.
and having a sore throat at the same time, i feel like i was going to die.
ridiculous, yes.

how i wish boyfriend was here.
i love you, boyfriend. <3

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6 more days 'til i get to meet boyfriend.
yes, i know. people who read my blog might think i am a psycho.
most of my entries is talking about him, him and him.
and you might get tired.
so, don't read my blog if you are.
this is mine.
-.-
i am his biggest fan.
and you know how crazy fans are over their idol.
like so crazy for him or her.
but, though, this is a different case.
isn't it?

i miss you boyfriend. <3

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every little thing I do I do for you
with every little thing I think i thought of you

and I try so hard not to notice
i try so hard not to care
i try so hard not to know that you're not here
but I'm counting down the hours and I'm counting up the days
i try so hard not to show this side of me

jealous of the way they walk
the way they talk
cause I don't think they know just what they got
i'm jealous of the way they look
the way they are
when I just want to be the way we were

i miss you boyfriend <3
and



HAPPY 2ND BIRTHDAY SHANEL SHERRIYANA!

how i wish i could stretch my arms like the incredibles, the mother.
or even better still, i could be a jumper.
if any of you have watched that movie last year or even 2 years back, i can't remember.
i wanna do stupid things just to meet boyfriend.
everything goes wrong without him.
problem always comes by without him.
i feel like running away from home.
but by asking myself, what's the use?

sigh.
i want boyfriend.
it's been 4 days and i can't take it.

boyfriend's first day in NS and i feel shitty.
alone for 3 weeks or maybe 2.
i'm not sure about that.
some say 2 and some say 3.
sigh.

i'm bored.
watching movies and playing games won't stop me from thinking of boyfriend.
i already missed him like a hell lot.
i tried to think that he's on holiday.

ya, hell.
holiday at pulau tekong.
pathetic.

i want boyfriend.

tetek bulat.
-__________-

you wanna thank my mummy for giving me birth.
that's okay with me. <3

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i think i look good wearing a sack.
^_____________^

wow. i did not realise that i have 5 days left.
and gyeah, found out that he won't get out for the first 3 weeks.
so, that means i won't see him right?
duh.

i've been seeing him everyday since we met.
well, there was once when i went to kota tinggi with my school.
i left him for 3 days.
and it feels like 3 weeks.
and 3 weeks would be like 3 months.
no! maybe it would even feel like 3 years.

bummerrrr.
we'll get the keys to the house in clementi in monday.
-____________-
i don't wanna move.

tumbling.

HAPPY 1ST BIRTHDAY SHAWN SHAYRYZAN! ♥

jogging a round of a field had already got me panting like hell.
i simply hard to breathe.
13 days to boyfriend enlistment.
and i'm still counting.

sigh.
13 days. it's just rounding in my mind.

13 days.

13 days.
13 days.
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13 days.
13 days.
yeah, fucking 13 days to spent my time with him.

i'm so pathetic i know.

wow. exactly 14 days left before boyfriend's enlistment.
how fast is that. and which, it is only 2 weeks left.
sigh.

it's stupid for me to update my blog in the library.
-______________-
gyeah, my modem is still down.

it feels like so many things happened to me these few days and now, i feel like i've forgotton all of it.
the one that i will remember is only my boyfriend enlistment.
ugh.

and the other thing i would not forget would be my school projects.
i have too much projects that i'm too stressed to think.
all i need to finish doing now would be my role play script.
bummer.

oh, and one more thing.
why do it seems that all my close friends are gone now?
no more calls, no more emails.
sigh.
maybe i'm just a loser to you guys.
thanks a lot.

let's tumble. and live low.

Sudiana Teng ♥

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