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seriously, everytime i have the urge to update my blog and even already at the new post page, i am just plain too lazy to type. as now being busy all day, i can't think of anything. sigh, normal routine as per usual for that stupid attachment and all i can think of now is that i hate living my normal routine as all the staffs in my department are racist. yes, there are. i'm the only malay there, and they keep talking behind my back. they don't know that i understand mandarin and seriously, they are fregging stupid.

the twilight saga-new moon awesome! i can't wait for the next one. bella had already watch it when she was at malacca and she was there to accompany me for the second time (: thanks, bella. i was supposed to watch it with Pillow but he was in camp. aww, how i wish i could have seen it with him especially the last part when Edward asked Bella to marry him. argh! the ending is so cruel for those who watched the movie without reading all of their books. obviously, i didn't also. soooooo, i didn't know what would happen next. the next movie prolly be out next around in a year? i guessed so.

Pillow's P.O.P will be on the ninth December, which is next wednesday, and i can't wait. in these six months, i've struggled through of meeting him for at least once a week and i know i can bear with it. and Pillow, please, i'm begging you. I DO NOT WANT TO GO TO THE PARADE WITH YOUR MOM. i know that i must win her heart but you know yourself how she treated me. and i hate it. we're just dating and we're not even engaged or married but why must she treat me the way she does? i just can't stand it. this is all i'm asking for. please........ :'(

Pillow will be out in two days and i can't wait. he promised to spent the WHOLE night til' morning with me. and i put that in my mind. you promised me, Pillow.

to be exact, nine weeks and three days left before my attachment is over. stressing about the people in the office and their racism, all now i'm afraid of is my report that they're going to give me to grade part of my attachment and the other thing would be my report that i'm going to do myself. this is only higher nitec and i would be getting grey hair soon after this.

i seriously hate the attitude of my whole family. first sister is stone headed, second sister has always been bugging me to borrow her Pillow's lappy which i had promised Pillow that i won't borrow it to anyone. sorry Pillow, while you're away, she's been playing it for two times. :'( but i do sit beside her to take care of it. she's forcing me and i don't know what to do. my dad had no responsibility of my pocket money at all. it's so difficult for him to give me money. and at least my mum has been there for me all the time. second sis kids has been so ngada-ngada and i can't stand it.

and with these situations, i'll be soon died out of depression.

Pillow, i just wish that you would be here for me all the time. :'( i can't stand the people around me at all. i'll love you always, and forever.

Sudiana Teng ♥

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