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omg. i'm having troubles with my laptop. let's say my laptop charger. i can't charge it at all. why? i'm so pissed off right now. i can't accept the fact that boyfriend's back in the camp, my laptop is not working properly and that my exam is coming. there's a lot for me to catch up and i have revision lesson almost everyday starting tomorrow. i'm so dead. i've already tried to read all my books for the modules but before even starting to open those books, i was like oh my god, all the books are so thick that i did not take an effort to open to the first page. my battery is now left with less than 20 minutes and i think i'm gonna have a BF like those in the white chicks. "oh, she's gonna have a bitch fit". sigh. i hate this thing. i hate to accept the fact that all my loved ones are busy with their own daily routine. i can say that i'm busy. busy of thinking that i just can't open my books to revised.

and oh, not to mention, friday was my first day of school after a few months break. not much to comment on though. my CA seems to be nice when i was thinking why everybody has to hate her. i've got to talked to the SH also and i was feeling "oh, im so dead" kinda thing. i hate the look on the SH face, she's can go suck some rotten gumballs. she wanted me to debarred again for some of my modules but i'm so lucky to have a CA that backs me up by saying "she's smart, i'm sure she can do it". i was speechless. i still have to wonder why people hate her. i like her for the fact that she supports me with her care and concern but not to say its favourable.

while waiting for boyfriend to book out at 3pm on friday, i went to downtown east alone after school at the fact that i finished at around 12.3opm. hang out with some classmates til' 1.30pm is good enough for me to get the time going. i had prata cheese, as usual my favourite, while waiting him. it was past 5 minutes after 3 when i waited him at the mrt station. i can't recognize him anywhere cos all i see is all the big man with the same uniform and not to mention their spectacles. seriously, all were the same. -____________-"

i was shocked when i heard someone calling out my boyfriend's name a few times. he's still nowhere to be seen. i was shocked too when they knew who i were. the fact is that boyfriend put a picture of mine in his bunk :D
wow, that was pathetic i thought but they help me to wake up from staring at all those big mans. i did not know what boyfriend's platoon mate was saying to me but they laugh afterwards and i do too. after a few thoughts, they were joking around about this stuffs. yes, SEX. -____- i was so blur. and yet, i laugh! omg, i am so ashamed. i should be alarmed next time.

all i need is boyfriend to be with me. oh, come back soon. why do you have to leave me every week?

Sudiana Teng ♥

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