(^-^)v

yes, its nearly 5am in the morning and i'm still here infront of my laptop. as yesterday was the senses to AIDS concert, i made a few friends even though majority of them are in the same school as me. it was so random that when we went home yesterday and we managed to exchanged numbers and decided to head down to the baybeats. "we" refers to mr. photographer, Rid, and also Dayah.

ahh, Dayah, thanks for this! and for everything. even though this is the second day we knew each other, i had loads of fun. don't ask me why my Junior, Sufi, was there. Rid brought his friend along and it's a very small world. my mind is kind of blank but all i know is that i want all those photographs. i just hope i could get all of those pictures from Rid soon.

toodles~

P.S: i just realise that my left arm is swollen after getting home from the baybeats. and i'm sure those came from all those pushes when even anberlin started performing!

29th August

i spent my day volunteering for the senses to AIDS concert, helping 4 of the organizers, which is my classmates. the red survivors is really trying very hard and i pity them as they were there earlier than me. i came around 4+ and i'm already complaining that i'm tired at the end of the day. they weren't even complaining about them. i salute them (:

the sweetest thing of the day would be when Farhana bought me this dog teddy at the flea market.

isn't it cute? (^-^)v

i was shocked when all the volunteers had to sing Heal The World by Michael Jackson on stage at the end of the show. there was not so many people but still, it would be a stage fright for me. i wish i had all the photos with me but i'm waiting to get them from Rid, the photographer.

Rid, Mr. Photographer

it was told that he is 19 this year. i couldn't believe it first but then, okay! last but not least, Farhana thanks for the teddy. you've been such a good friend. thanks for listen to all my problems even though i had a whole lot of it. <3

hope to have more photographs. on your way!

yes, it's been a while since i've updated my blog. i've been busy with school revisions as i am taking 5 modules this term. my head is going to explode soon. furthermore, exams is in less then 2 weeks. i'm thinking how i can cope with the modules as i could not even pass my O's. i guessed i really have to think harder on this. i'm still craving for sushis. especially in this fasting month, i feel like i'm a pregnant woman who craves for everything. well, i've not been fasting since the first day of the fasting month as i was having these thing where all the girls have. yes, blood it is.

i could not sleep as there's too much things to think about. today's going to be the first day of fasting. i can't imagine that everyone has to wake up early in the morning to eat. the word "diet, diet, dieeeeeeeeettttt" is playing around my mind. i seriously should lose more weight. lose weight while i was craving for a lot of things. riggghhhttt.

how i wish exams was over. i'll spent my times chilling out.

omg. isn't she cute?

i've promised boyfriend and myself that i would go to school everyday starting from today but now, i already missed the first day of the week. i am full of regrets hoping that i had went to school as i was rotting at home. the reason that i did not go to school was because i did not had enough sleep. i was not sure what 2nd sister was busy about in the room yesterday morning at 0100 hours when i checked my mobile for the time. the lights was switched on and she was searching up and down in the room til' items drop on my face. i was so pissed off that i couldn't get to sleep. that was the first. second was that her son was down with high fever and he was crying all night.

i went to checked my facebook but then i realised someone posting saying that classes were cancelled. yes, all of them. i was happy at first knowing that even i'm in school, there would be no classes but all i need now is someone to confirmed it with me. maybe, i'll just ask any classmate tomorrow.

omg. i'm having troubles with my laptop. let's say my laptop charger. i can't charge it at all. why? i'm so pissed off right now. i can't accept the fact that boyfriend's back in the camp, my laptop is not working properly and that my exam is coming. there's a lot for me to catch up and i have revision lesson almost everyday starting tomorrow. i'm so dead. i've already tried to read all my books for the modules but before even starting to open those books, i was like oh my god, all the books are so thick that i did not take an effort to open to the first page. my battery is now left with less than 20 minutes and i think i'm gonna have a BF like those in the white chicks. "oh, she's gonna have a bitch fit". sigh. i hate this thing. i hate to accept the fact that all my loved ones are busy with their own daily routine. i can say that i'm busy. busy of thinking that i just can't open my books to revised.

and oh, not to mention, friday was my first day of school after a few months break. not much to comment on though. my CA seems to be nice when i was thinking why everybody has to hate her. i've got to talked to the SH also and i was feeling "oh, im so dead" kinda thing. i hate the look on the SH face, she's can go suck some rotten gumballs. she wanted me to debarred again for some of my modules but i'm so lucky to have a CA that backs me up by saying "she's smart, i'm sure she can do it". i was speechless. i still have to wonder why people hate her. i like her for the fact that she supports me with her care and concern but not to say its favourable.

while waiting for boyfriend to book out at 3pm on friday, i went to downtown east alone after school at the fact that i finished at around 12.3opm. hang out with some classmates til' 1.30pm is good enough for me to get the time going. i had prata cheese, as usual my favourite, while waiting him. it was past 5 minutes after 3 when i waited him at the mrt station. i can't recognize him anywhere cos all i see is all the big man with the same uniform and not to mention their spectacles. seriously, all were the same. -____________-"

i was shocked when i heard someone calling out my boyfriend's name a few times. he's still nowhere to be seen. i was shocked too when they knew who i were. the fact is that boyfriend put a picture of mine in his bunk :D
wow, that was pathetic i thought but they help me to wake up from staring at all those big mans. i did not know what boyfriend's platoon mate was saying to me but they laugh afterwards and i do too. after a few thoughts, they were joking around about this stuffs. yes, SEX. -____- i was so blur. and yet, i laugh! omg, i am so ashamed. i should be alarmed next time.

all i need is boyfriend to be with me. oh, come back soon. why do you have to leave me every week?

i've been addicted to few things but i just can't describe it in words. anyway, national was great just not because of the parade. the reason was i got 2 full days spending time with boyfriend.

how i wish i could see something this beautiful in life.

but now, boyfriend's gone again to camp. he'll be out on friday and i just can't wait. i hate and love this friday. i had school this friday since my medical certificate is due on thursday. it's been around 3 months since i rot at home, including the school holidays. fasting month is coming and my exams too. i've missed a lot of things and i am unsure if i could even catch up with everything. i'm not even sure that i could go for the attachment. i had this mindset that i'm gonna do it for my exams and i had another that says it's the end of school life.

i had a confession to make. i'm in love with children songs. not just that, also malay songs that i've heard from APM - anugerah planet musik. -_____________-" boyfriend hates it when i sing malay songs and also when i on it on any device of mine. LOL. it's so funny, the way he react.

and i want to watch silent hill! i saw the trailer on television just a while ago. and seriously, even though the movie was out a few years ago, i have not even watch it once. i not dare to watch it alone. so, i would wait for it to show on tv so that i could watch with the whole family.

i'm craving for sushis.

how i wish i could have one of these! they are so cute to eat. ^^v

A word's, just a word
'Till you mean what you say
And love, isn't love
'Till you give it away
We've all got to give
Yeah something to give
To make a change

oh. i just finish watching get a clue. yeah, i started watching it few days ago and i just finished it now. everytime i watched 'em, i would feel sleepy or even fall asleep. and now, i shall continue with another movie lovewrecked feat. amanda bynes. sigh. i miss boyfriend. come home soon. and i can't wait for national day. i don't even know whats so excited about it.

as it was told, boyfriend was out of camp on saturday. he has to book in the next day at two. his mom was not in Singapore at the time and boyfriend had to wash his clothes and make them dry by morning. sigh, boys nowadays, they don't even know how to make the washing machine works. i wonder how they would be if there are no machines in this planet. boyfriend told me "this machine is new, i have not even touch them once". yeah, it's true. his mom just bought it few weeks ago. waiting for the machine to end it's washing is like waiting for the night.

yeah, i look like a toot.

okay, i hate that specs. it was boyfriend brother's. he was not there at that moment so we took a quick shot in whatever i can find in that house. i'll be dead if any of his family knew this. being inside already freak me out despite being almost 2 years together.

this i what i hate when i don't update my blog everyday. i tend to forget things that i did. ok, let's embrace.

we went to Plaza Singapura and bought tickets to Fighting 1940hours show and wanted to went straight to Gelare before the movie starts. it was located just below the Secret Recipe. we still went there but it wasn't called Gelare anymore. if i'm not wrong, it was called the AC2 cafe. yeah, should be it. they still do sell waffle with ice-cream but only the choices of ice-cream are not that much. soon, the movie ended. it was a great one.

it was late midnight when we reached Sembawang Road to hit the McDonalds. boyfriend ate double fillet-o-fish while i steal his shaker fries. i thought happy meal would make me full but NO, monster supper. i wanted the happy meal because i was only interested in the toy they were giving out. it's hello kitty week!

we were eating and went to krisLAN. i only get home around 5am. actually, i would have gotten home earlier. we were reaching soon at my void deck and suddenly he forgotten his ARMY watch! argh, he's so forgetful. wonder, sembawang road to yishun.

it was so soon that he had to go the next day. he was late actually. no sleep at all. i feel like blaming myself. he should have rest at home. but he said that he would have a lot of rest at camp and wanted to spent most of the time with me. >.< jiwang at some times and kinda sweet. the most thing i hate about him was when he can't control his temper. he would actually shout in my ear. it has happened before. i hope it wouldn't happen again 'cos he had promised me.

i was at home all the time when he was at camp. i hate it when he have to leave me everyweek. still remembered Zee Avi's Just You And Me,"Darling, I am tired of livin' my routined life." even though that was not what she meant, but the words, boyfriend used to say. he's tired of NS life. poor him.

i went to northpoint last night to get a happy meal with my 2nd sister but the hello kitty were all sold out. so i decided to get something from LJS. sigh, i will be eating loads more when i'm feeling down.

boyfriend, come home soon.

it's 4.26am in the morning and i can't sleep. maybe i'm too excited to meet boyfriend. he'll be booking out in the morning. it should be around 10. around 5 more hours to go. i'm afraid that i'll be sleepy when i'm out with him later. the sad thing is that he will be booking in on sunday around 2pm. gosh, i guess i would spend time with him in less than 24 hours this weekend. sigh. how i wish it would be longer.

curent status would be:

okay, now let the time flies past. i'm going off to watch a movie called get a clue, starring Lindsay Lohan. -_________- i don't really like her but i've run out of movies to watch. i have no choice. so, off i go. toodles.

Sudiana Teng ♥

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