boyfriend, you are so jiwang. haha.

i don't spent much time with boyfriend. he was out yesterday morning and was in back today afternoon. what a bummer. the text he sent me made me cry but he has a great sense of humour too. i spent the day at his auntie's house without him. he was at the camp and i was with his mother and all his cousins. it was great. that was the first time i felt the tightness of a family. again, i cried. enough of the crying, cry baby. -____________-

we played maple at KRISlan yesterday. we took a package of 9 hours for 10 bucks. it was freggin cheap wasn't it? we started playing around 9pm but we stop at 5am. i couldn't take it. i was so sleepy that i almost slept infront of the computer screen. like, omg, i know. but boyfriend can't see me in the state and asked me home. i was walking like a zombie, fyi.

and oh, i forgotten, boyfriend's mom gave me a lot of food to bring home.

i drank mocha ice blended from coffee bean which was brought by cousin's boyfriend and now i'm having the runs. ugh. i shouldn't have drink it. but it was so tempting. who wouldn't drink it, right? maybe a coffee hater wouldn't. it was so icy and so coffee-ey. still, prefer starbucks. caramel frappe still is the best.

oh, i so miss boyfriend.

i still can't go to school. H1N1 is freaking everyone out while i think it's nothing now 'cos everyone's been getting it? what's the big deal?

tomorrow's is azruhil's 18th birthday. well, i wished her in advanced. still, i feel bad about not giving her prezzies. sigh. maybe i'll give her a late one 'cos she's been so busy with work and everything. everyone's has a life and i don't think i have one alone. it has to be with someone. yes, someone, boyfriend. tomorrow is another boring day as usual when boyfriend's in camp. i have to go to the polyclinic AGAIN to check with the doctor whether i am fit to go to school again.

text from my class advisor in exact words

"Ms Loh asks u 2 c doc n seek doctor advice if u can go bac sch ,better 2 get doc 2 certify u a clean bill, m sure u dun wan others to blame u if they happen to get h1n1. Thx"

omg. yeah, everyone is happy if they don't get to school purposely or even when they're sick, but i wanted to. i missed a lot of things and i'm sure i can't catch up that fast. i'm gonna fail. i am sure.

updating my blog outside my house is a memorable one as it is the place i always sit with boyfriend. and now, even the HL strawberry milk is infront of me. gyeah, that's his the day earlier.

i miss you so much, boyfriend. please be sick and get a MC and come home soon.

she wishes.