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Friday, July 31, 2009
there's so many things coming up and i just can't wait (according to date) 1. National Day 2. Puasa 3. Raya 4. 2nd Year Anniversary 5. My birthday 6. New Year yes, that's all i'm looking forward to but i'm not really 100% sure that boyfriend would be in camp or spending the time with me. sigh. let's pray for the best! i love and miss my  Wednesday, July 22, 2009 i miss boyfriend. we talked on the phone for few minutes cos my prepaid has left with 4 fregging bucks and we talked almost an hour yesterday. shucks. i can't wait for saturday, or even friday! boyfriend said that he was unsure himself when he will be booked out. oh well, 1 day difference. just hope it would be friday, okay. and oh cousin, stop pestering me to upload your msn picture just to get to know my friends. i'm sick of everyone treating me this way. and again, my 2nd sister asked me to make her kids milk. everytime. she was like "it's only milk, is it so difficult to make them one?". it was again and again and i feel like saying, "oh, you made 2 kids, would it be more difficult to make them milk?". ugh. irritating slut. well, family are just family. just hope they would realise their own mistakes. and when i've moved to clementi, hooray for avoiding cousin but a thumb down for staying a lot closer to my second sister and also to the kids. more stress i guess. well, we'll see how it goes alright. boyfriend, come home soon. <3 Tuesday, July 21, 2009 i slept a lot today. i'm not sure why. i had a lot of sleep but it would be more if my mom wouldn't wake me up once in a while and would be longer too if my niece and my nephew wouldn't disturb me. ugh. again, i hate my sister. she went to work without bringing one of her kids which she promised to me yesterday. well, it's not a promise but i believe in words. i hate it if people turn back out of words on me. yes, i do. she make me like her slave. i was forced to make milk for both her kids and also forced me to shower them. i won't be spending my time too much playing on the internet as the bill's going up. i just can't wait to move house. should be soon, i heard. it was suppose to be this week. i hate everyone's in the house. boyfriend's made himself pay the modem bill of a 100 bucks from his NS pay. yes, which is so little than people who had their proper job. stupid people i could say. and there was once i remember sister told me "who played will pay". and wth, she spend more time then me on playing her tagged account. even her boyfriend, played my lappy. i don't care if they wanna play but at least they could inform me. my 2nd sister even know the password to my account and to the modem. i really hate her. i once change my account password but her boyfriend threaten me by taking the laptop and not bringing it back for almost a week. excuses of bringing it for rebooting but hell, nothing's gone inside my lappy. do you think i'm dumb? boyfriend called me this afternoon saying how much he missed me. oh, how sweet boyfriend. ily. he was not suppose to use his phone. he could only use it after 9.30pm everyday. i'm looking forward to saturday, when he booked out. sigh. i got another 1 week MC. i wanted to go to school so much but when i got this MC, i felt delighted and i don't know why myself either. i got to go now. other further entries will be updated soon. i just got so much to tell. toodles~ i love you, boyfriend. Sunday, July 19, 2009 text from boyfriend in exact words "Hello, syg. I bkn tk nk bebual ngan u tapi i dh ngantok. Klau bleh i nk bebual ngan u lamer sikit. I harap u paham. Dgr suara u kt hp dh cukup utk i. I janji i akan ingatkn u smpai akhir hayat. Bkn kerana u i rase i maseh single smpai skrg. Haha! I'll treasure every moment we spent together. Bsok klau i free, i kol u, k. Gudnite. Swit dreamz. Love u. Miss u. Bubye. Muackz! <3 PS: Tk pyh reply i. I off phone. (:"
i don't spent much time with boyfriend. he was out yesterday morning and was in back today afternoon. what a bummer. the text he sent me made me cry but he has a great sense of humour too. i spent the day at his auntie's house without him. he was at the camp and i was with his mother and all his cousins. it was great. that was the first time i felt the tightness of a family. again, i cried. enough of the crying, cry baby. -____________- we played maple at KRISlan yesterday. we took a package of 9 hours for 10 bucks. it was freggin cheap wasn't it? we started playing around 9pm but we stop at 5am. i couldn't take it. i was so sleepy that i almost slept infront of the computer screen. like, omg, i know. but boyfriend can't see me in the state and asked me home. i was walking like a zombie, fyi. and oh, i forgotten, boyfriend's mom gave me a lot of food to bring home. i drank mocha ice blended from coffee bean which was brought by cousin's boyfriend and now i'm having the runs. ugh. i shouldn't have drink it. but it was so tempting. who wouldn't drink it, right? maybe a coffee hater wouldn't. it was so icy and so coffee-ey. still, prefer starbucks. caramel frappe still is the best. oh, i so miss boyfriend. i still can't go to school. H1N1 is freaking everyone out while i think it's nothing now 'cos everyone's been getting it? what's the big deal? tomorrow's is azruhil's 18th birthday. well, i wished her in advanced. still, i feel bad about not giving her prezzies. sigh. maybe i'll give her a late one 'cos she's been so busy with work and everything. everyone's has a life and i don't think i have one alone. it has to be with someone. yes, someone, boyfriend. tomorrow is another boring day as usual when boyfriend's in camp. i have to go to the polyclinic AGAIN to check with the doctor whether i am fit to go to school again. text from my class advisor in exact words "Ms Loh asks u 2 c doc n seek doctor advice if u can go bac sch ,better 2 get doc 2 certify u a clean bill, m sure u dun wan others to blame u if they happen to get h1n1. Thx" omg. yeah, everyone is happy if they don't get to school purposely or even when they're sick, but i wanted to. i missed a lot of things and i'm sure i can't catch up that fast. i'm gonna fail. i am sure. updating my blog outside my house is a memorable one as it is the place i always sit with boyfriend. and now, even the HL strawberry milk is infront of me. gyeah, that's his the day earlier. i miss you so much, boyfriend. please be sick and get a MC and come home soon. she wishes. Saturday, July 18, 2009
Thursday, July 16, 2009
Tuesday, July 14, 2009 missing a person makes me sick. but boyfriend makes me happy by suprising me again. he was back on 9 July till now. he was on MC but the bad thing was he will be booking in tomorrow. and seriously, i had H1N1. i had to stay at home for a long time. it's been 2 weeks since i missed school. i really want to go to school. i missed a lot of things and my exam i like 2 months away. i need to catch up. sigh. love you, boyfriend <3 Wednesday, July 8, 2009 i hate my family. yes, my FAMILY. let's start with; dad: he doesn't care what we are going through in our life. he has his own life and his 3rd wife and so many things to take care of her daughter, my stepsister. mom: she sacrifized too much for our family as in my 2nd sister, only her. 1st sister: she has her own family, why would she care about us? 2nd sister: i hate her the most. even though she's only 2 years older, she's a fucking slut. i'm sick as usual. started off with a cough but now im down with a running nose and a blocked nose. seriously, i better be off being healthy. for those out there who wants to be sick, then hell, you are crazy. my eyes are watery all the time and i was coughing like mad. i want to go out and have fun but there's no way i can. sigh. i miss boyfriend terribly and how i wish he could be here. i already informed my lecturer about how sick i am. i already got 3 days mc and i am happy enough to stay at home. but now, my lecturer asked me to stay at home at see a doctor once more. so, my planned for tomorrow would be; 1. wake up early. 2. take a shower once woke up. 3. go to the polyclinic. 4. see how bad my sickness would be (hope it won't be the H1N1) 5. stay at home and pray that everything's gonna be okay. 6. lastly, stare at the wall for a long time missing a missing person. Monday, July 6, 2009 boyfriend is gone in the camp. and i feel so sick. i had 3 days mc. and seriously, i'm scared of that new virus. i want boyfriend <3 Saturday, July 4, 2009 sister makeover my face for her new part time job. -_-    and hell, i do not look like this. i'm uglier. Friday, July 3, 2009  boyfriend had no mobile on him. it was already 8pm but no signal from him. i waited him at the bus stop but he only reached 5 minutes before 10pm. it was so late but i guess i am the happiest person at the bus stop when i first saw him. i love you, boyfriend <3 Thursday, July 2, 2009 i was wrong. boyfriend did called me yesterday night. love you, boyfriend. <3 Wednesday, July 1, 2009 i miss boyfriend terribly. everytime my phone rings, i would only thought that boyfriend would call me. sigh. marmalade skies, pray that he will be just fine. i love you, boyfriend <3 |
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