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Thursday, May 28, 2009
gyeah, finally moving to my own family house. and it would be at clementi. -_______________- how far is that from boyfriend house. well, going to live with it. rather than having 13 people in the house. now, its going to be in 6. well, not now. maybe end of this week. or next week. and i'm still counting down to boyfriend enlistment. 16 June. 2 weeks and 5 days.Where I have another 2 weeks and 4 days exactly to spend my time with him. gosh. what a bummer. exactly when 13 June is already the holiday till 5 July. and i'm afraid i have to spend my holiday myself. maybe unpacking stuff when I moved in to Clementi. and now, I feel like other than boyfriend, I have a new bestfriend. well, i'm not quite close to HER but I feel that i've been knowing her long enough. the way she shared her problems with me... i feel like she trusted me like a billion times more than her own friends. i just hope that i have someone to spend my time with these coming holidays.  let's tumble.Tuesday, May 26, 2009  Kate Voegele <3 it seems to think that i got a lot to say.but now, my mind is blank. -_________________- so pathetic. i'm just counting down to boyfriend enlistment. exactly 3 weeks. 3 weeks is not enough to me. i will be alone after that 3 weeks and the same time it is the first week of holiday. and i would have nothing to do without it. why must it be the same time? why, oh, why? i hate everything that's happened to me. ugh. i don't wanna tumble this time. Thursday, May 21, 2009  sob sob. boyfriend just got a letter from the MOM. he's going for NS in June. 16 June in exact. and, at 9.30am. awww. telling me today is like it's going to be tomorrow and i missed him already. how could the government make me like this? why must they make NS compulsory? ugh. it should a voluntary one like other countries. it's not fair. and yeah, got a connection somewhere. -_________- my modem is still not working! sigh. it's been a while since i've updated. a lot of things had happened this days. and it's too much to even remember it. not watching american idol results today and all i wanted to hear was who was the winner tomorrow at school. or even by someone at home who will watch the results show. )': bye bye bloggy. P.S: I love you, babe. I will wait for you. No worries. <3 Friday, May 15, 2009 in school, updating my blog as my internet connection was down! yeah, stupid father for not paying the 3 months bill. i hate him. yes i do. and so, i will not update much. just wishing my boyfriend happy 19th months anniversary.  i love you so much, buttface. (: and stop calling me asshole, you buttface. argh! let's tumble.Thursday, May 14, 2009 see. i'm so clever that kris and adam will be the top 2 on american idol. wooohoooo. school day = boring day and i realised i've got such a good friend around me. i thought i was invisible. seriously. and farhana, thank you. and followed by matt, iryan and hamli who can see me and not making me invisible. you guys have been such a good friend. and again, thanks for making my day. <3 let's tumble all over again!Wednesday, May 13, 2009 woohooo. american idol is on.   and either adam lambert or kris allen wins the american idol, i'll be jumping up and down and my heart out. they have great voices and pretty looks. haha. yeah, "pretty". woooo! go guys! and friends, tell me that i'm a loser. TELL ME THAT I'M A LOSER. TELL ME THAT I'M A LOSER. TELL ME THAT I'M A LOSER. TELL ME THAT I'M A LOSER. TELL ME THAT I'M A LOSER. TELL ME THAT I'M A LOSER. TELL ME THAT I'M A LOSER. TELL ME THAT I'M A LOSER. 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Monday, May 11, 2009 skipped school again. oh well. should be getting a warning letter again. or maybe debarred for the 2nd time. i just hate school. i wanted to quit school but the people around me just won't let me. and my class advisor will advised me everytime and did she mean it or not? i'm not sure about it. so, nothing to do at home and went to my dad's workplace. and i earn 25 bucks for half day doing nothing. just pick up some calls. and he treat me to apple pie and snack wrap.  yum! this is my first snack wrap since it first came out. so sloooowwwww. it tasted quite okay. can't say delicious. and you, boyfriend, why are we always arguing? i was hoping that you would come around. i've been giving out chances everytime. and all you do is let me down. you had me falling for you and it never would've gone away. let's not tumble this time.Sunday, May 10, 2009 wooohoooo! my fried mars bars. at last.  it's been like half a year or more since i ate them. and ugh, now, i'm craving for auntie anne's parmesan cheese pretzel. and it always go with the cheese dip. omg. c'mon sue! keep the weight counting! it should be going down! but yeah. it is going down. like 4 kgs? and it should be more than that. fried mars bars has gain me a few grams. i guessed. lol. went to times @ plaza singapura and saw books from my favourite author. it's rachel gibson and james patterson! argh! i just love their books. have to save up now! and boyfriend was reading singapore ghost stories. sigh. which i hate them. why would you believe such stories? reached home at 7.35pm and charlie and the chocolate factory on television! johnny depp, you are so clumsy in most of your movies. but, you are my favourite! and this little boy,  isn't he cute? well' he's freddie highmore. he plays charlie in the show if you guys didn't know. and thanks for today. you really make my day.  love you, babe. <3 let's tumble over again! Saturday, May 9, 2009 early in the morning. this is what happened. met a new friend.   and we became friends.  and...  yeah this is like a made up story. i met 'HALIM' way before that. sue is talking nonsense. haha. yeah. woke up at 4.30pm and first thing came to my mind was 'yay! still can attend the worldwide festival'. called boyfriend but he didn't want to go. !@#$%@#$ how sad is that? had a fight with him and i was so stupid to say 'give me a one week break'. omg. a 1 week break without him will feel like a year. yeah. feel down a lil' bit. i'm sorry hunnh. all my fault. i know. well missing festival worth 55 bucks is worth it rather than not having you by my side. but, we're okay now! misunderstanding is always the thing during relationship. off i go to fried mars bars tomorrow!  lets tumble! Friday, May 8, 2009 the first thing i was told was.... mas selamat has been arrested. wow. shocking news after some time. and another shocking thing was my 19-year-old sister told me that. she watched channel newsasia in the morning! amazing. skipped school for a reason. not because of oversleeping. 8am to 10am. anyone tell me who would go to school for freggin 2 hours. if you would, that's good for you. still, woke up at 10am by a call. call from a boyfriend. he said about looking for a job. northpoint. that's what we thought of. reason: near to both our houses. i was ready by 12. i called boyfriend and his mom answered the phone. honestly, i hate his mom and he knew it. she's giving me attitude for calling him everyday. he doesn't have a personal phone so that's the problem. told his mom to wake him up and she gave me some kind of attitude. wth. well, she did wake him up. but, he came to the phone and was expecting him to pick me up in an hour or so. i waited till 3. so, guess what? boyfriend is still sleeping. what would you girls feel out there when your partner did that to you? well, that goes out to you guys too, who had the same problem with the girls. in the end, i went looking for a part time job myself. not exactly myself. my cousin came back from school and hell yeah! someone to accompany me. tried several walk-in thingy; burger king, golden village, KFC, chewy junior. 4 of them. and i have this feeling that none of them will i be accepted. RECESSION! ugh. hate that word. using the word 'recession' as an excuse to many people. and since it's the H1N1 swine flu, here's something for you guys. was punch by someone at my right arm today. it was so hurtful. but, it's okay. he already apologized. just, don't do it again. promise me. and hell gyeah! worldwide festival 2009 @ siloso beach, sentosa tomorrow! can't wait to go. hope it would make my day.  let's tumble! |
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